What's the saying? Another day another dollar.... wow I can't believe I spend 8+ hrs a day hoping that they call me into a tiny room in the back of the building to give me my papers. At first the idea scared me... but now it would be the most wonderful thing on earth. It's like winning the lottery.
I'll probably quit before that happens. :(
I've learned a new technique to block out negative energy from my environment. The minute I get angery, annoyed, heart-broken, sad... etc.. I just tell my self "Forget it, let it go.. not worth it.. focus on the breath" It helps.... a lot. I can now smile a little at work. Just with that thought.... and the hopes that they call me into that little room.
Now all my chores for today are done with the exception of taking out the trash. I don't want to do it too soon cause I threw out a lot of food and the raccoons will have a feast. Little bastards.
I haven't started any art projects yet. Still working on my knitting. I'm just getting very tired in the evenings. :( I guess I should go back to taking Vit D.
Ok.. I'm going to watch some movies and knit :P
Till later,
Monday, November 1, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Sunday Oct 31 2010
Hi,
This is weird. It's like keeping a diary online but I guess a couple of minutes each day won't kill me to write something down.
Today the kids were out trick or treating. I turned the lights off and watched through a crack in my window. The kids are so cute. But I only saw 4 for the evening. I guess it isn't as popular anymore.
The entire weekend was spent looking through ads and lounging in my pjs. Something that hasn't been done in ages. I enjoyed it and longed to do it again soon but also felt trapped that I was wasting precious time. :( Time... something that I can never get back.
I saw someone posted on my friends FB wall and it really made me angry and sad at the same time. I told them what went on last weekend because I assumed that they would find out one day and I realize that waiting 2+ yrs for something that isn't coming isn't worth it.. again.. time I'll never get back.
I've looked into Anglican and Baptist churchs.... I think I'll try both out and see which one speaks more to me.
I guess I'll spend more time tomorrow figuring out more to put on here.
nighty night,
This is weird. It's like keeping a diary online but I guess a couple of minutes each day won't kill me to write something down.
Today the kids were out trick or treating. I turned the lights off and watched through a crack in my window. The kids are so cute. But I only saw 4 for the evening. I guess it isn't as popular anymore.
The entire weekend was spent looking through ads and lounging in my pjs. Something that hasn't been done in ages. I enjoyed it and longed to do it again soon but also felt trapped that I was wasting precious time. :( Time... something that I can never get back.
I saw someone posted on my friends FB wall and it really made me angry and sad at the same time. I told them what went on last weekend because I assumed that they would find out one day and I realize that waiting 2+ yrs for something that isn't coming isn't worth it.. again.. time I'll never get back.
I've looked into Anglican and Baptist churchs.... I think I'll try both out and see which one speaks more to me.
I guess I'll spend more time tomorrow figuring out more to put on here.
nighty night,
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